#so id rather be healthy

[tiphares]

re: the guy from my livestream:

yes i have put on weight! lol

it mostly went to my ass and tits, n my upper arms (bicep n tricep) r literally muscle like i could knock ur ass out 🤣🤣🤣

but thnx 4 bein a h8r n 4 the view 🫠

[mosstrades]

no one's doing it quite like Wrong Organ is doing it and thank god for that

[tbgkaru-woh]

I may seem very picky but honestly, despite having themes or dynamics i like or dislike, I'm able to love everything AS LONG as it has fixed dynamics of my preference.

No "switching as default", no "i used to too but now i will bottom for whatever reason", no "I'm bottoming now but I'm topping next time", no rapid character change just because there's stereotypes around what bottoms or tops act like. No. Just character preferring to be the bottom and default being seen and wanted as a bottom. That's it, that's all I want to be happy and all over someone's idea.

BUT IT'S SO RARE

[conanssummerchild]

im rewatching the good place again and its at the episode where micheal has that whole existential crisis about dying and chidi kinda says how he had one too and i was remembering my friend who said she had one when she discovered death as a kid, that never happened to me?? is that a common thing???

[vomitpukey]

Ok but honestly I hard-core headcannon hudson fnaf as an age regressor he uses that to cope with his trauma and it helps him a lot and I may or may not have an au I'm cooking up involving Springtrap becoming his caregiver👉👈

[jvzebel-x]

"After, in the torchlight, he wondered at the marks on me, the red around my neck, and the purple on my arms and chest where he had gripped me. He rubbed at them, as though they were stains, not bruises. 'The color is perfect,' he said, 'look.' And he held up the mirror so I could see. 'You make the rarest canvas, love.'"

x. "Galatea", Madeline Miller

[worldofgoo]

im probably going to go on hiatus again, i think i hate using tumblr. ill make a new pinned post and then uninstall the app again later today

[babygirlcowboy]

Exposing myself as a cow milk drinker,,,whole milk my beloved I'm so sorry for the way gay people have treated you

[everythingsinred]

its not faiirrrrrr.

i wanna be a bookworm girl who lights little candles when she reads and makes a little tea for herself and sits in a nice chair to be all aesthetic and everything BUT

i have one candle (gifted to me by my friend and the only candle ive ever been gifted despite how much i love candles) and it means so much to me im sad to burn it

and i hate tea. i wish i liked tea. i WANT to like tea bc its cute and pretty and healthy. but i hate tea.

my family living room is gross bc of one of our cats so i have to read on my bed. no pretty chair ;-;

so i miss out on the bookworm girl instagram aesthetic and isnt that fucking tragic??? im so sad abt it actually. i dont fit the stereotype despite wanting to so dearly

[lightyaoigami]

i hate u mental problems disease :) go away :)

[femwizard]

I love you body positivity

I love you disability accomodations

I love you diverse human experience

[flannelrot]

honestly all of you can fuck off. i'm allowed to be angry, half of us didnt even fuckjng want this but we did it for him and look where that gets us.

[domesticated-whores]

listen, I know that depression is more of a chemical thing and while it has triggers it doesn't actually care how good or bad things are, but it's so stupid and disrespectful of my brain to be having a moment when everything is fr going perfectly my way.

also, I may be mildly anemic because I was really prone to iron deficiency as a kid and I'm feeling about how I felt then. and it might also be some general burnout due to things being good and feeling pressure around that. idk. not having fun rn.

[ratwars]

my lovely lue i would cut off my own toes and eat them if you asked me to~

Great news for your feet then because I'm not going to ask you to do that

[be-good-to-bugs]

the world isnt so bad

[sparkelingspectres]

man idk why like i just feel so depressed, like im the least favorite friend people only spend time with because we"ve known eachother for a while and they just feel obligated to at this point. And i know that its probably just my brain messing with me but ive just been feeling like this for a while but havent had the heart to bring it up because i recognize its probably an illogical mindset and i'd just feel selfish if i did, just getting this one off my chest bc i know its stupid and maybe posting this will somehow magically get rid of this dreadful feeling